sometimes we are alone, even when there are people touching our every pore. our minds find every nook to escape out of... we seek isolation, sometimes momentarily. sometimes for longer. 

fear. how can we not fear.. the future? the purpose of existence? i have come no closer to finding such answers... and maybe that's the point? 

i just want to lay next to you. all of you. breathing. remembering that i'm alive- that i'm this miracle that comes from a million different cells- some that are by chance. i want to feel everything- but when i feel it i forget how much it hurts. but nothing hurts too, right?

i just want to fly. i want to go somewhere- where its easy to breathe. 

where things are simple. pure. where we are all lost in our dreams. 

i just want to be my dreams.

come with me. we can dip our toes in mud puddles. we can lock eyes with the sun.

stop being cruel and come lie with me. (forever doesn't last)