I'm not scared- for once in my life. I just feel alive- okay with the fact that the world might explode or implode or stay the same. There's nothing I can do about it except enjoy smushing my face into pillows and laughing while walking up stairs. I want to eat tasty treats and smell spicy foods. Roll around on the grass- feel as much as I can against my skin because one day it won't be there or I won't be able to feel it and to miss out on all this would be a shame.
