Hypocrisy?

amazing how quickly ones mind can change.
yesterday was spent in deep blissful thought
and now... I am unsure of my own existence.

sitting comfortable in a room my eyes are overwhelmed
they stir from the light switch to the chair
i am nothing more than that chair-
i had never said it out loud before.
it has been my dream- to naturally let go of my ego
and today, just now... it might have occurred (for just a second)
but i feel no satisfaction
only emptiness.
my eye lids are damp.
i am powerless.

I feel like a hypocrisy.
i want to feel overwhelming bliss-
i know its there.
hopefully tomorrow it was come out to play.
until then, i will continue on this journey
and do my best to embrace every moment.

Today was beautiful!

Today, the world felt at peace.
As the sun was shinning upon my skin
the wind made the leaves dance jigs
and everyone was full of smiles that radiated around the earth enough times to make it layers thick.
My eyes felt like heaven as they viewed the world around-
what a beautiful place
full of beautiful people.
Although I may not know what each day holds
I am thankful for moments like these
when I am full of wonder
carrying only the purity of life in my thoughts.

I hope that I am forever amazed by this planet.
I never want to forget the days like this-
just thinking about the possibility of trees, bees, flowers, dew in the morning...
it all seems too surreal...
how could our human race be so caught up with ourselves to ignore these things?
I hope that we all find peace within ourselves every now and again
and remember to look up at the sky,
run our fingers over the textured bark of tress,
and most importantly, love each other.

"Love and do what you will."